Tuesday, June 16, 2015


I've also had a fear of copying people ever since middle school. This was when I switched school systems and thought I had found a new best friend. Then out of the blue, she stopped talking to me without ever giving me a reason. I somehow got the idea in my head that it was because she thought I was copying her because you see, she was the only other Asian in this school. I lost my eight grade yearbook because of her. She put her yearbook where it wouldn't be stolen. I didn't want to copy her, so I placed my yearbook where it would be stolen. Flash forward eight years and I'm still afraid of copying people because I don't want to lose another best friend, so afraid of copying someone or being called needy that I suffer the consequences like feeling left out and missing out on $6 steaks.